Yes, yes & yes Julia - you are right!! As you can tell, I was in a funky mood as well. I guess I will have to redefine what my role is as his "friend" if we really do become friends. And he will have to redefine his as well. I bet, if he did go out with me & M1 & he saw me talking to M3 or other men, I bet he would be jealous. Although, my H is not a night person, so I doubt he ever would go out.
I am back to being detached - really. Just strange when I have a nice time with my H. Seem to get a bit closer, but it's just an illusion, a fleeting moment or 24. Maybe, I shouldn't have helped him with D papers, but I really do want this over with and done right. What's the point now of dragging my feet.
No frowns about the myspace page, because it really did help me. I change mine to single as well. Then I sent him an email about a friends blog he had mentioned. I didn't say anything about his single status & only wrote a few lines about our old friend. I figure 2 can play this singles game. My myspace page is all filled out, so it will make him wonder ....
Me39, XH45 Kids 3 dogs, 2 cats Divorced 6/4/09 Tricky thing is not how you live, but how you live with yourself. (POTC)
