WAW - Very confused and devestated - pt 4

[confusedinpa]

My 7 year old almost made me cry tonite. He asked why was I acting differently and wearing different shirts. I know I had lost almost 20 lbs so I had started to wear different shirts so that was easy to understand

I asked him if I was acting differently in a good way or a bad way. He said a good way

I didn't realize I had emotionally neglected him as well

But that was the past. This is the behaviors I am turning into habits for now and the future