Thanks Mike, WT and Tim. I need the feedback so I posted what was going on in my head... I know I have to get out of the loop but for some reason the past few days it's been really hard for me to do.

There's nothing you guys said that hasn't been said to me by each one of you many times before - but I still need to hear it and get the reinforcement. I consider you all my friends and a great help to me as I go through this process. So please, fire away. It really helps for me to get hit...

MySitch
Me-47
STBXW-41
D-5
S-8
ILYBNILWY-01/08
Want a D- 01/09
Physical Sep-01/10
D filed-06/10
Got 50% custody=09/11
Ride that wave!