I hear you. Trying to take a mental chill pill. Just the beginning. I told her we have both been through a hurricane, and that I realize we have a lot of rebuilding to do. Slow and easy. I will try as hard as I can to take it slow and easy.
I can't be the guy I was. Why would I want to. I don't want to go back to the way things were. That's what got me here.