It's been awhile since I posted an update, so I thought I'd start a new thread. Here's my last thread
I am in a stange place right now. We are back to living as a family. H is devoted to us, I can tell by his actions and the way he treats me. We are working on us, going every other week to MC, trying to plan date nights, treating each other better. But.. I feel like we have such a huge mountain to climb to even get close to being happy. H is so lethargic, nearly depressed I would say, looks terrible and feels awful most of the time. It's making me miserable too. He is supposed to start seeing a nutritionist to working on his weight, but he hasn't made an appointment yet. He has a dr's appt this Friday, which he's put off for a long time. I won't be surprised if he postpones it again.
Most of our MC sessions seem to be focused on his issues. There is so much about him that I am not happy with right now, but I know I want us to be together. I just want more.
