Just reread your post and it is very helpful. You rock!! Just met with a therapist for the first time EVER in my life. Was interesting but not all that enlightening. I think I get more from this forum that I got from her! She agreed that H is probably in MLC (although she said it was late at 50?). Who knows! She did confirm that it sounds like H is avoiding me (duh!). Not sure if it is worth the $75/session but I feel like I am at least taking some action...doing something for me!
Have a fantastic and peaceful day and thanks again for your thoughts.
