Wondering how to handle things

[kissak]

Thanks BND...but when I do start to detach some, my H wants to come back. Then I give in and it all goes down hill I guess. That's probably the 180 I need to do now. DONT GIVE IN!!

He has been very calm this week. Last night he came over to get the kids for a few hours and ended up staying a little while to help my dad repair the back deck. I think he still feels like it is still his home. Well, finally when he decided to leave I walked him and the kids to the truck and he said they had to go cuz "mommy probably has somewhere to go". Well, I took my phone out of my pocket to just look at the time....he then asked if I had a phone call. I just looked at him and told the kids I would see them in a little while. He said good bye and I replyed. THen i walked back to where my dad was and my H follows after a minute....just to tell my dad bye again. ?? THen he left. Then he texted me saying how i just walked away because I didnt wanna talk to him. ok...I dont answer, so he calls me. Actually he called a few more times while they were gone. He is so curious to my whereabouts when I have no kids with me.

I dont get it. If he's scared of me finding someone else....why doesnt he just say something or just say he wants me...i dont know. just pondering on some of this today. He even texted me today and asked if I looked nice today? Ok...what kinda question was that? I just replyed I hope so and then he calls me.

NO 2x4s please...Im trying to analyze when I know I shouldnt be. But I cant help it some days.

I just wanna know what all this means? I know I know....get a life kissak. Just having one of those days....lol.