thanks, my recovery does come quick. The pain mostly is the rethinking that she just walked away without a second thought. that is what hurts and will hurt for a while... "Day 6, limited thoughts of her, just the how could she not feel anything after all the time together, and then I tell myself, it is what it is, questioning her actions , I might as well ask for the winning mega millions numberxs LOL....
LD, get the stop sign out and USE IT. You keep mind reading. How do you know whether she has second thoughts or not? YOU DON'T "KNOW" ANYTHING OF THE SORT . "How could she not feel anything...?" STOP IT, you don't know what the heck she feels and frankly, I doubt she knows. This is useless, counter productive, probably inaccurate, totally out of your control, and again, NOT HELPING YOU at all....why do you do it so much? Why do you focus on the most negative interpretation and then stay on it? And return to it? Again and again? Hmmm??? Only you can stop it LD...only you.
STOP SIGN TIME...seriously. Get it out and put it in front of your face every time you decide to once again, wallow in the negative spin that might be true, at the moment, and is always UNproductive....OR NOT!! Maybe you can just be for awhile. And as for the speedy recoveries, thank GOD for those.
Literally. The thing is, when you turn it over to Him, you recover. But then you take the problem back from Him and then you wallow and spiral down. So turn the M over to HIM, and let HIM take it in His hands, and keep it there. Just leave it there. He'll reveal your path and the way- to you when it is time. I'm no genius or prophet, but I have a feeling it is not His will or time right now, and He wants you to GAL and be content and feel His love and rely on His friendship, loyalty and LOVE, so you can heal enough to be able to cope with hers...I don't know the ultimate outcome cuz I'm not God. But if you do your best here as a man and a believer and have some faith, then leave the results up to HIm...really. I know this is hard but it is NOT complicated. Make sense?
((( j )))
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