Well, dating is not as easy as it might look to you. I get quite nervous when I meet the guys. The funny thing I noticed is that I can write to them with a greater sense of humour than speak to them when I meet them. Last time I noticed that suddenly I didn't know what to talk about anymore and there was silence for a minute or so. - As I said before, some of the guys are funnier when they write.
I got an angry e-mail from H again because I told him that somebody else needs some personal info from him to be able to get something done for him. I just ignored H's outburst.
Oh well, on Monday I noticed that for the first time since H left he WAS NOT my first thought anymore when I woke up! Instead I thought of what I should tell one guy who I did not want to see again. - I thought that maybe I should have tried to date before in order to get H out of my mine, but it would not have been fair towards the guys since I was not ready (maybe I am still not???) to go out with somebody.
The guy who I thought got cold feet because he cancelled the "date" wrote to me again asking if we could meet next Friday.
I just wondered if I should continue to write about my "adventures" since it has not much to do with this forum. I noticed that other posters don't write too much about dating but just write when they met somebody nice.
Cinders, I know you are interested in it. And what does anybody else think?
It is beautiful but still very cold outside and I would like to go for a walk. I don't like it very much though if it is cold AND windy. The sun is bursting through the window into the room I am in, and it is so comfortable to look at the landscape through the sheltering glass.
