The Flames are Still Rising....

[blindsided1]

I have to say it feels unnatural to detach. I understand that it is the best thing to do. But, it just doesn't feel "right". I am taking that leap of faith.....that I NEED to try this route and let things happen the way they were meant to happen. H and I have NO relationship. We barely speak to each other. When we see each other, it's brief and he usually "has to go" in a rush. I don't talk to him about K. I don't ask about his life. Basically, he doesn't exist...and this, is not by my choice. He doesn't want ANY kind of R with me, that has become painfully obvious.