Hey M.. thankyou for your message! And in the midst of your stuff too. I am glad you are embracing the full gamut of emotions that this is bringing up, you cant just 'shine', yes we all cry, laugh, feel low, happy, crazy, normal for a moment. No wonder we are all exhausted hey !! I agree that from what you have told me, it does sound like you were giving an awful lot in the M whilst your H was often 'absent'. He still is hey, hiding behind a wall of.. who knmows? Like you say, not your problem anymore to understand him/make excuses for his cowardly emotional nature. I hope he contacts you soon about the moneuy and stuff.. guess he is stil being a bit avoidant, or putting work first perhaps. So is the MC session this Saturday now cancelled??
Sorry you are denying it, I guess its very hard to face up to the reality of what will possibly now happen next and you are inching your way along still.. Saturn gets unstuck end of May, dont forget! (how could you) and us with it I think .
