Just PO'd for no good reason. Everything has been cheery-o lately. Invited for lunch on Sunday after I was here complaining. LMAO. Then drove around looking at countryside for awhile.
Monday emails me and says he signed up for last class for his CCAF (like associate's degree) and that it's an 8 week course. I'm like, cool, we'll be graduating together! Whose will watch the kids at graduation? I'm laughing, but happy and proud of both of us. He says he will sit it out and just get his mailed to him. I say no, if we are both graduating, we are walking across that stage, carrying the kids, together. Dumb me. He prolly doesn't want to be seen with me. He emails back "we'll see how it goes, but it sounds good!"
By that time, I was like, whatever. It's like he thinks that maybe we could make it work, but he doesn't want everyone else (his supervisors and friends or whoever) to know about it. They can all kiss my lily white ...you know what...
and now ya'll can all tell me i got mad for no reason! All i saw was the "we'll see how it goes" which translated to "I really don't want to" for me.
something else we could have accomplished together that could help us start to rebuild, and it's just not gonna happen and I was stupid to think it would.
oh well.
melissa
"Standing knee deep in a river and dying of thirst."
