I just want to say that I'm proud of you. I don't know exactly what happened, but it sounds like you have decided to give yourself some time to process everything before you go running off being ruled solely by your emotions. What you are going through is not easy. Everyone here knows that. Take your time, nothing has to be decided in a split second. Good luck.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
