She told me again today that no matter what she wants me out. She said that the last four years of our marriage were killing her, she felt as though she had died. She said that I was verbally and emotionally abusive.
She also says that she has seen a huge change in me in the last month and a half, but she still wants me out. she says that the changes she has seen in me are the changes that she has hoped for all along, but ..... she doesn't feel that she wants to be married to me any more and she doesn't know if she can ever feel the kind of love and trust in me that she needs in a partner.
She says that she doesn't knowif the changes will stay. Meaning that, when I am helping her at home or at her buisness am I doing t only in hopes that we will get back together or am I doing it because I really want to to just help her out. I don't know what to do or say about that because I do really want to help her out, but at the same time if she doesn't want me around because she fells like she can't "breath", what do I do? I asked her if she feels like I am smothering or persueing her and she says no. She says she can't figure anything out or just worry about and take care of herself when I a around.
So should I just not be around then?
I want nothing more than to be the best man I can be and the best husband and father I can be, but how can I do that if she doesn't want me around?
