Glam, The explanation about reconnection is on peacetoday's mlc resources thread. I believe it will help you better understand what your h is doing right now. I hope that it will keep you a little more peace and build up your patience level.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
