He called me on my lunch hr today, for NO REASON AT ALL. That again, hasn't happened in a very long time. All these lil' things in a 3 day time frame that haven't happened in many months.
I know when he leaves for the 10 days, I'm going to go pretty dark. Let him miss me. Maybe this is the best time since it seems like he's testing the waters. I just get nervous, b/c before the D bomb, when he was just saying he isn't happy, we would have great times then he'd say Don't get your hopes up, I'm still not happy.
I hope this time is different. I guess I'll have to 'Act As If' he won't say that to me after all of these good lil moments??? But how do I shake that idea, and that feeling like it's not going to happen. Like it's just wishful thinking and I'm reading into something that means nothing??
I hope these are good signs, and not false hopes.
So confusing.
M:28 H:30 DD-9| DD-7| Baby- Due 11/10 T-14 | M-8
10/08- Bomb 4/09- Failed attempt at Marriage Fitness Program 3/10- WH moved out. 7/10- Informed me he's filing in Aug
