Hi ... I am and I do ... everyday ... and I'm tired ... but still, I am and I do.
A lot of stresses are happening:
a.) my work has me working 6a-3p or 2p-11p and a lot of times split days off. b.) after d, I bought a new house and now I'm literally paying for it. $$$ financial issues that I have to clear up. big money, but I did it myself, and I'm taking care of it myself. c.) both of my parents were very ill from Sept. and now just getting better. my Dad just feeling more independent. my mom just had another operation last week. d.) in february my heat exchange broke on my burner. I had soot damage all over my house. big insurance issue. e.) I have to get a new furnace. f.) I have developed very bad pain in my shoulders and neck due to stress and physical labor from my job. g.) I'm going to a chiropractor.
I am taking care of these issues by myself and trying to be positive and feel positive and be strong at the same time. So, you must understand that sometimes I just don't think I can do it. Some days, snapping out of it is easier than others, and sometimes, I just break down and feel sorry for myself.
I have to get to my chiropractor appt.
Thanks for your encouragement. Honestly, I will push through with a smile on my face, but I feel crummy.
