It does appear as the "letting him go" has done wonders for you but also for him. You know if you love something set it free... I know fear kept me holding on but so did disbelief, hurt, anger but mostly our family. Now I just see it as my family. Sad but true.
I have a good feeling but won't get carried away either.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory