Hi WaitingPatiently-

It is great to see you back and to hear that things are going well for you. I am so happy for you:))

If I stop the D doesn't that also discard the legal S? I will only hurt myself and D7 by doing that. There is CS established and if I stop the D without H wanting the same thing then he will not be obligated to pay one cent. Or am I wrong?

I have not slept hardly at all this week. I can't focus or function it seems.

I have been fighting the urge to e-mail H and tell him how I feel. I am not good at wording things so they never seem to come across as I mean them to.

The weirdest thing though is that H has not been calling me nor have we seen each other since the weekend until yesterday briefly and yet he called me late last night. I could sense that something was not right.

H had stopped by yesterday to give me the CS and acted a little mad/down. Said he was having a bad day and should have stayed in bed. I tried not to pry but asked was he ok. He said he was.

Didn't get a lot of out him at that time. Well when he called me late he said he was calling to remind me that he was taking D7 Friday night because of a girl scout function on Saturday. (he could have told me this later in the week) I again sensed he wanted to talk.

I asked why he was having a bad day and he just said that nothing had gone right since he got up. I kinda veered the convo into D talk a bit. In a nutshell he basically said that Friday is just another day. (I don't think that is how he REALLY feels but who knows.) Haven't heard a peep out of him today.