My original post still stands. My WAW is still walking.
I see signs of encouragement, but I have to say, I'm discouraged at this point. I feel like we may be headed for a role reversal and that worries me. But I can't keep hanging on indefinitely. I know some people would say it's not that long. I would.
I'm concerned that we're growing too far apart. Too much happening independently and it's driving me crazy. I'm working to detach. What worries me is that I'm not having as much difficulty as I thought I would. I'm sad for the loss of our relationship. I am. It hurts. But it hurts a lot less than it used to.
I'm tired. I've tried to hang on. I have. I've been beaten to the ground time and again and I'm not sure I want to go back for more of that passive-aggressive abuse.
<sigh> I'm tying a knot in the end of my rope and hanging on, but at a further distance as each day goes on.
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
