Wondering how to handle things

[kissak]

Very True Stella. Seems like its always been that way...I start listening again...then he runs. Just taking one day at a time right now.
TOday, is a good day. Yesterday Was a downer for me. I know he got off early yesterday and my gut was telling me that he went to get the sep papers from the lawyer. Of course I dont know that...just a fear I have. He hasnt so much as mentioned them at all since I gave them back to him with my changes way before thanksgiving last year.
Of course there isnt much need now to file them when we could just file for a D.

I dont know. It all scares me.