A New Decade

[Sanderika]

Hi MsM,

I understand how you felt. I often peek into my H world and am left feeling the exact same blow.

Dam* Internet!!!!!! I wish it didn't exist so much of the time, BUT, then again.....Why are we powerless to resist the temptations to look in the first place???? I know it only hurts, you feel hurt. I wonder how we let go completely. When will the day come when we just don't give a rat's a$$ anymore where and what they are doing.

I hope you have decided not to lend him some $.

I am having a bad day. Not getting along with son and had IC meetings (son and I) last night and it left me emotionally drained. I have a lot to think about and some decisions to make. I need to find the strength to let go.......

H is not trying to work towards a reconcile. If the truth speaks...H has done a 360 in the other direction. It's going to be he!! when he surfaces this time. I can't take this anymore.

I hope you are having a good week. I hope mine improves.

Take care, warm happy thoughts to you.....

Sanderika