Wondering how to handle things

[kissak]

So, do you miss him? Did you reassure him or let him think what he wanted to think?

Just curious...

Well, I do miss him, in a way. I told him of course I missed him, but what good did it do me to sit around and sulk about it. I could have lied and told him that I didnt miss him, but that would have hurt him. He can think what he wants, but I wouldnt have been able to lie about that.

I did see him last night at tkd. Now, he is trying a different approach. He is trying to seduce me. lol.

Its not working.....I told him "I dont think so". Weve been down that road. ONly last time I knew who he had been with. This time, I have no idea. I told him that he would have to get tested and all that fun stuff before I would ever go down that route anyway! He didnt like that...oh well. Didnt stop him from trying.

So, he is very curious of what I do. If I dont answer a text, he calls me. If Im not at work, he calls me and casually asks were I am. He does it in such ways that he thinks I dont notice what he is doing.

Thanks CL.....He has gotten use to me saying "its none of your business".

Funny, Im out here typing and he texted me a few times and I didnt answer...so he calls.

He is scared to death, I think, that I am gonna find someone else.

Just trying to move forward in some way with my life...and he keeps wanting to keep me here.

Im trying not to be sucked in this time.