Hi everyone! Thanks for my birthday wishes!!! Feeling ok today.. I have been reading my birthday stars and apparently my spirit guide for this year is the swan !! I like that...It promises big things creatively too, and I do have a tonne of college work to do !! and yes, I will post pics of my degree show Mish, once its up in May.
I feel excited! Its a full moon. My ex's message was more honest and v down yesterday.. I feel a bit stronger, like I can 'slay the beast'... so I may well just phone him soon and I feel calmer anout that, as I can see in fact, he is an old friend and he is in a bad way and I can be compassionate and phone and say hi, with no expectations. I have been there for so many people over recent months, it almost feels normal that he could lean on me abouyt how crap his life is, since being with Helen!! Funny hey.
J.. yes, I also feel sorry for her.. she thinks she has a boyfriend and instead, she has a shell of a man who is full of self-pity and loathing, regrets, guilt, unhappines and who emails his ex every few days!!! (bet she has no idea). I knew it wouldnt last with them, back in Aug 07 when I was suspicious of her name, he told me he had to train her on some software and he said she was a bit annoying and didnt 'get it' and just wasnt that bright and he said, you'd have got it straight away Al... yep! WOnder why he bothered dating her then !? I guess the answer to that question is in his low self esteem, or his ego.. or his pants.
I do wonder if he's going to bother to wish me happy birthday and I bet his R is on VERY shaky ground now. Cher, a Leo, nearly split with G over hte past couple of days, sadly, but things are coming to a head for them too. Things are coming to a head for lots of people (my sister too, who is also a Leo).
