My first step out of Newcomers

[Can it work]

I've had a good sleep and must say that I've woken up still feeling positive about my sitch. Those DB coaches really know their stuff! We've only just scratched the surface IMO. Most of last night's session was getting some background so a whole session with nothing but advice is bound to be enlightening to say the least.

I have the dentist later on this morning so have to be confronted with all my W's work colleagues yet again. To be honest, they all act great around me. Even though, I still feel uncomfortable being around them too much. The fact is that I've done nothing to feel really uncomfortable about though. As much as my W seems to be going through right now, she's never openly blamed me for our M break up to anyone. That's probably just as well because I don't know how I'd react if someone started giving me a hard time for causing this break up. I even ran in to a couple of her friends when I was shopping last night and they spoke away fine. That's the joys of living in a small community.

So, it'll be a busy day at work today and I'm hoping I get a lot achieved. Some days I just can't seem to find the motivation but I suppose that's only to be expected with what's been happening. A work colleague of mine broke up with his W and took 6 months off with stress. I could never go down that route. I think it's always better to keep yourself busy.

Kev