"Why does this always shock the wayward and the walkaway spouse? What kind of friend just ends their commitment to their friend, and walks away from them, and still expects them to BE their friend?

I'll never, ever get that.

Puppy"

It just points to the fact.. we all are just confused.

I have walked away from my friends.. over things that had nothing to do with all "this".

Thing about it is.. we are still friends.

Maybe even better friends.

They realize that I would give the shirt off my back to help them.

I expect the same thing from them.

Today.. my 2-3 friends.. will do exactly that. Even though.. I walked away.

I never hoped to be "popular". I just always wanted people to "see" who I was.

I am sorry if that comes across as "inflammatory".. It is not meant to be that way.

"Is this the strangest stitch ever, or what??"

Well one could say.. it depends on how you look at it.

Here is the hard question.

Are you "better" now.. than what you once were?

Think about that.

Life has shown you what to do..

Is that what you want?

Look at what you wrote.. and think about what she wants.

F... what you want.

I am beginning to hate this place.

Yet at the same time.. I still want to fight.

"she fell asleep in my arms."

Seems like you got something right.

Imagine that.


Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.