I can read how much you've changed since the beginning of this ugly process... you are doing amazing.. we can see that!! If your H ever decides to take his blame goggles off he would surely see it to.
I'm sorry things are looking so icky right now.. but we don't know what the future will bring.. all I can figure is that for you it'll be ALL GOOD!
Hugs, W2G
PS.. Good luck with the meds. I hope the infection clears up soon!