So Alison,

If you are damned if you do and damned if you don't....

Do what the hell you want for a freaking change and stop allowing everyone else to manipulate you.

This is Alison's life now, not anyone elses.

It is time they started listening to what you want for a change.

Make a decision, and stick to it....

It can be quite liberating!!!

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.