Tawnya, I'm glad to hear you didn't text H yesterday. I know it feels like it might have been ok because it wouldn't have been "mushy" but it would have done just as much damage. It would have shown H that you're still waiting for him, living your life based on what he wants.
IMHO, the point of detaching is to live life on your own terms. It matters not what H wants or doesn't want, it matters only what Tawnya wants.
Maybe recent happenings in my sitch are making you want to avoid something similar. It does suck, but at least I'm doing things on my terms.
Keep using this time to work on yourself. If you have a down day that's ok. Just work though the emotions and if nothing else, the next day will come and you can start over fresh. That's what gets me through!
You're doing great! Early days are tough but it will get easier. I hope to see some vacation pics in the alt!
If you love somebody, set them free. http://tinyurl.com/2empx2g
