No I have been calling psychics too, and was assured no third party. I'm so sorry for your torment. I refused to believe other posts that H was having an affair but he was. Just found out.

Oh I got blame because I moaned about shopping and once was snappy after my 13 hour shift when he picked me up.

Look, I'm a total wreck right now but I am concentrating everything I have not to become bitter towards him or ow. I know ow could have been anyone,

I'm not nearly ready to GAL or let go whatever but we must must must not let them make us crazy.

I don't think I'll ever trust someone with my heart ever again.

You keep posting. Keep thinking how great you are. I dodn't deserve this and nor do you.


H 36 2nd marriage
me 32 1st marriage
no kids