Well a pretty uneventful weekend for us. We did wash the cars together so I guess that counts for something. W leaves again today on another business trip. We did hug each goodbye - it seemed mutual but who knows for sure.

It will be a nice stress-less three days while she is gone, however I can't seem to get behind the idea that this marriage is completely over. I still hang on to these tiny threads that this is not the end. That she will change her mind. My guess is that I'll continue to do that until she actually moves out.

S4H