Mindblank #2 - "Stuck as friends..."

[mindfull]

Stuck:

He does not say we are separated, and, as far as I know, has only mentioned being unhappy once (to a mutual friend of ours) and it wasn't taken seriously because he has had a history of "blowing up" (not nearly as bad as it sounds) and saying something dumb, and then moving on like nothing happened.

I like your idea. I didn't take your advice, yet, but I did do something this weekend. (HIDE THIS POST FROM MIKE - LOL)

I got this hilarious email Subject: Growing Older--Oh Dear! In it are cartoons (mostly cute sexual in nature), and I forwarded it to him, with my own captions next to them. My captions were memories we share of experiences (sexually) that I know he finds either amusing, endearing, or just plain good. All were appropriate to the cartoon, and funny, light, etc... At the beginning of the email it says... Something to look forward to.... I added, "God, I hope so! We were once very fun (intimately). I miss it. Let's work on that!

I know he got it last night. There was no response. There probably wouldn't be, as he's a bit on the shy side. He acted perfectly normal, and was really good, engaging, etc... all day.

We'll see.

SMW suggested the audio series, Light His Fire. I ordered it.

I feel like I can lightly push, but only in a situation where he isn't confronted with the pressure. We'll go with that for now.

I hate it, but...