Well, I guess since it's been 2 yrs now since the whole D bomb thing, I feel like I need to let it go. I know how guys are compared to us. I know he doesn't understand why it isn't dead & gone like it is for him.

I think I'm just having a "bad spell" in that for some reason I'm am thinking about all of the bad stuff. I don't do this often. Maybe this is just how it is. Every once in awhile, it comes to the forefront again. Don't know . . .

However, like I said, I don't know if I will ever be able to completely trust him again no matter what he does. Forgiving & forgetting are 2 different things.

I'm not feeling needy & insecure. I've learned a lot in the past 2 yrs and part of that is that I would be just fine w/o him if it came to that.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10