Breakaway...she gets my sarcasm for the most part...and the funny thing about the talk that night is that it was light.
Very serious subject, but we have been at this so long now and had almost this exact conversation so many times that this time was different.
There were a couple of spots when we both got a little emotional, but I surprised myself, and her I think, with the "what the f**k does it matter at this point" attitude.
As far as me actually being mad...maybe, maybe not. When she texted me to say they were all at the house, I might have been a little pissed..but you know, me being pissed about something like that is the old me and I had talked myself out of it by the time I got home.
She has mentioned my behavior in the past and how if I was put in that position of coming home to house full of people...friends or her family...I could be pretty rude.
It's her home, too...it's one of her best friends(regardless of my opinion of her)..the dudes that were there were good guys.
Her asking me several times, and almost wanting to be reassured that I was not upset about it tells me not being mad was the right thing to do.
The sarcasm and wise cracks are me, and they were not really meant to hurt her or get a rise...some she got and laughed about, others may have annoyed her a bit. I actually notice over these past months that tries to get right into with me...something she never used to do.
I hear what you are saying...be mad..let it out. I did that for 20 years...it ruined my marriage.
