Hey guys... surprised my thread hasen't locked yet.

Things are ok here. Dealing with this headache for the last 7 days, Im headed to the dr. today. S3 split his head open on my banister last night, so we had to make a trip to the ER last night... This morning he woke up with a croup cough!!! I can't win.

H is off to a meeting today. He will be gone all day. I need a break. We had a little tiff yesterday. We were taking the kids to the park and there was a pretty girl parked next to us and I swear he just can't help himself. He looked over at her at least 3 times. I finally said " how many times are you going to look at that girl, its so obvious!" He says to me, OH I thought I knew her, I said ya right she's about 20 years youger than you, I doubt it!

Normally that crap wouldn' bother me, but man, every since our problems, I just think its so dis-respectful.. am I wrong?? I mean looking once is one thing.. but 3 freakin times???


This is the crap that he does that makes me feel like im not good enough. I know I should just get passed it, but I can't. I guess im just tired of it.

Ok guess chime in, and try to be gentle \:\)

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.