Day 5, again. feeling better today. It is amazing that when I am around her, the flood of feelings that come back. Was busy most of the weekend and enjoyed my kids. Had a nice Sunday dinner. D17 commented its been a while since we sat down for a meal together. told them Sunday dinners will be a regular thing now. No excuses, we will all sit down for a nice dinner togheter. It was great, good food, nice conversation, everyone pitching in to help pick up. Very nice...

Day 5 of 30, need to get back to my strength....