ST - I have told him that it is not a good idea to let her cry for probably more than 15 min or so. How can it be a good idea to allow your 8 month old to cry to the point of possible hyperventalation?
SO2 - you ALWAYS know how to reach me, even when I'm not online so much.
This weekend was pretty okay. Saturday, I went and had dinner with friends I haven't seen in months. It was a great meal and wonderful conversation. I love them so.
Sunday, I spent with my niece and nephew while K was with her Dad. I have to say...this morning when I went to meet him (he was 15 minutes late) K and I were sitting in the car....listening to music, giggling, drinking water from my water bottle. Daddy pulled up... she saw him and got a huge smile on her face. He loved it. I LOVED IT. It did mean a lot to me. I was brief with him. Kept myself busy all day. He brought her home. He was semi-pleasant. After he left. I noticed that his house keys were in her bag of clothes. I called him and told him. I asked what he wanted me to do with them. He said I'm coming "home...I mean back" right now. I know it means nothing. But, it sounded sooooo familiar....it made me pause for a moment. When he got to the house...he was grumpy. Whatever.... the ever changing moods of my STBX H.
So, back to the grind, tomorrow. Not looking forward to getting up at 5am (which will actually be 4am because of Daylight Saving Time). But, it's another week.
THE baby will be here soon. Praying everyday that I can handle it.....
M 5yrs 1st baby-girl born 6/18/08 Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07 D Final 07/10 OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her Me, now - happier than I ever was with him
