20 years, huh? Wow. Yeah, I guess he did, didn't he. Puts my SSM into some perspective for me -- thanks.
Puppy
Hey, I actually helped you out???? That's cool!
I am just so worried that I have pushed H away for good. I know his pride and when I told him I don't want to talk to him, I know he will not approach me. I can imagine us going for weeks, maybe months, without talking.
As much as I hate the thought of that, in the back of my mind, I know it was for the best. I was checking out Regrets thread and what Still Waters posted to her. I have now completed the two options - I spent 7 months divorcebusting, giving him his space, doing my own thing. Obviously it didn't work. I got tired of the disrespect. Now I completed the second option (snoop and confront), and here I am.
I know it's for the best.
If he is too proud to approach me, then he doesn't love me enough and he's not worth it.
Sorry to ramble, but I just have to get these thoughts out.
M:36 H:36 M 3 Y T 8 Y No kids Bomb 6/30/08 PA I filed 9/29/09 D final 1/22/2010
