Had some thoughts today and before anyone starts in on me time - yesterday i washed my car, had my hair done, cleaned up the outdoors some, and today got a massage and did some reading and watched some old movies, made some purchases on line.
I was wondering why I fell in love in love with this man. I was wondering how I could still feel love and live with a man who is the cause of many difficult days and nights. I wondered how to separate the man from the illness.
