J . O . U . R . N . A . L

1.) today marks 2 weeks dark
a.) it's awful

2.) my thots are always at these waiting periods:
a.) 'A' won't call
b.) why would he call?
c.) what do I have to offer him?
d.) he doesn't need anything from me anymore
e.) he's happy with his life; why would he even think of me
f.) on and on and on and on and on, etc.

3.) I have to trust in God in times like this

jojo