Well....today one of my good friends met the ow, at a babyshower. H was there with ow and my friend went too as she too was invited. I had been invited too, but decided not to go. I gave my presents to my friend to give to the mom (who is H's cousin !) Anyway, my friend called me tonight and said, "Well, Cinders, I have to say that ow was nothing special....!"
Incredible, it wasn't as weird as hearing that stuff in the beginning, I remember my stomach turning and aching, but now, it was just as if she was telling me about just some person. But I have to say, it did give me a very empowering and uplifting feeling to hear that ow was nothing special, because you see, I have come to learn in these painful but growth years that I AM !!! I know I have so much to offer and that I am a good and warm person, mother, friend and woman ! So, I feel a new kind of confidence which had disappeared my last years with H.
He has a diluted version of me.
I am so happy !!!!
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
