My evening was OK, spent it at church and studying.
I'm currently studying to take a certifcation exam for Specialist in Blood Banking. That has been keeping me busy. I'm amazed at how well I am studying, but my mind does wander frequently to our conversation the other night.
Church was good for me. The pastor talked about how Abraham waited 20 some years for God's promises and he never lost faith. Here I am 4 days post confrontation, wondering what is going to happen. It just hits me that if H ever gets right with himself, it will probably be a while. I guess it wouldn't be good if he came running back a couple of days later - that would be too soon.
Still, it's been hard these last few days. I miss the (fake) friendship that we did have. It's been awful quiet and I miss him. It's so weird to say that because how can I miss something that was just a lie?
Thanks for checking up on me PDT.
M:36 H:36 M 3 Y T 8 Y No kids Bomb 6/30/08 PA I filed 9/29/09 D final 1/22/2010
