Hmmmm..... Things are a bit strange at the moment, W, D7 and I are going to be out for the day looking at cars, doing a little bit of shopping, and grabbing a bite to eat. All good family stuff. We also getting on well, W & I cuddled in bed this morning, (she kicked me to see if I was awake) and there is a promise of some nudge, nudge tonight.
On the flip side W is taking a big interest in the computer, She is IM'ing someone and has discovered facebook she tried to hide the screen from me but had to reveal it in the end cos she didn't know how to set up an account and asked me to help her.
Also W complains that I spend too much time on the computer, so last night I left the computer alone and we had a nice evening in watching a movie. So I may be over reacting but W's sudden excursions into the alternate universe is making me a little uncomfortable. However if I step back and take a calm view of things without the emotions, the feeling I get from W is that unless she has my 1000% attention (yes one thousand percent). She will seek the attention of others. But when I do give her 1000% attention she gets too comfortable and falls asleep. When W falls a sleep I go on the computer. Old patterns of behaviour repeating.
Anyway, I am resolving to try to do more things with W which don't give her the opportunity to fall asleep in my company.
If I go back to the strange feeling, in the past when W was straying she would withdraw from me and wouldn't let me see her naked let alone touch her. But she isn't withdrawing from me now. All a bit strange but I'll try to put doubts behind me and try to get on with things . We'll see what happens.
