"-You think that was the easy way out? That was the hard way out!!"
You trapped him!! See what you did. You created all this!! WTF.. is wrong with you woman!!
Let me make this very clear. Him leaving.. was not a easy choice.
I always knew that. I have questioned.. whether you really believed me.
He did not leave.. to hurt you. He left.. to stop hurting.
In that simple thought.. he thought you were hurting too.
"He couldn't answer that..."
The how was... It was the last option.
The why was.. he felt like he had tried.. "Everything"
"Anyway,although my C kept saying, I need to "get over my issues" about the OW, the past, the hurt etc, she said we made a false effort from the beginning and the OW shouldnt be a requirement and I am making her "strong"."
Did I tell you I like your C?
"She asked me if I am sure about my decision and I told her no because I love him some still (yes I said that) but I am ready to take the risk because I am very unhappy."
Kalni.. take the risk. The one that seems like it will fail.
Put all you got.. out there.
Make the choice.. I want this to work.. come hell or high water.
You may have to "fight" for it. You may get "labeled".
In the end.. it still becomes a part of you.. and who you want to be.
Can you be happy.. with "drawing out" the love?
Can you be happy.. with "fighting the odds?
Worst that could happen.. you look like a "as*hole".
Looking like one.. and being one. Well.. they are just different.
Things happen for a reason.. but it may not be clear.. what those reason's are.
So much of what I read here.. still points to the fact..
You need to step up.. for what you want. You can be honest.. try to not be hurtful.
This stuff is never "easy"
But I would rather see you give a "solid" fight.. than to just give up.
If you don't want to "fight". Just walk away.
The "choice" still involves...
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
