Sorry you are down today. Oh well with the backslides we all have them and you are right you don't have to care right now. What can I say, men in mlc or wanting out of the m are NOT going to care right now. They just aren't.
Boy your s17 is out of control right now. I do know how that is. Mine was kicked out of school and didn't graduate from HS, but he is an awesome kid now, but it wasn't until he got off of everything he was using and doing.
I really don't have any advice there, mine was an intervention by the law and God. All I can do is thank God that was how our nightmare ended back then. I would cut the cable or get a lock down on the parental controls ASAP. I would get a lock for your bedroom too, and the key stays with you. Get a safe for your bedroom closet and store all your valuables in there. Even if that means locking up your purse every night. We got a small safe at Costco at a reasonable price.
Hang in there. Happy belated B-day!
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"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"