" I grew to enjoy it and still do after 3 and 1/2 years. I'm actually pretty shy about commitment anymore."
I'm sorry it didn't work out for you yet. Are you still hopeful?
No, I am not hopeful, but it isn't because of her. She wanted to reconcile about 6 months ago, but it was to late for me. We got divorced. I did want her back at one time and struggled with it for about 2 years. I'm a different person than I was back then. I have to many pursuits right now that are not compatible with having a Wife. I couldn't give a Wife what I now know is necessary for a lasting relationship. I've had two wives, a son with each of them and I am at a point in my life that I'm happy and content being single. Don't be sorry for me, I have no regrets.
You are still young. If you really desire this Woman, then your going to have to wait on her. These things take time, but you have that.
"It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare." -Mark Twain
