Well, I think I am devestated no more. I'm just mad. I'm ready to get off this ride and file and be done with it. I made a dumb move this afternoon. He had called me this morning and talked about work, etc. We tm'd a couple of times about taxes, stuff like that. I have been in the house (that we still need to get sold) busting my a** cleaning and getting the rest of the stuff out for the last 2 days w/ no help from him. I was overwhelmed with emotion after spending 2 days in our house with all of the memories.
I tm'd him this afternoon and said "I still love you". Now mind you it was just a few days ago that he was telling me he loved me. He replied back with "What does that mean- love is just a made up word that I don't have time for." OMG. So, I sent back "Sorry- you won't be hearing it from me again." He sent back "Sorry just mad there's a lot going on here (work)." Um, I don't care about work making you be a total a**. I'm so sick of the games and mixed messages. I'm ready to file and be done with it. If love means nothing to you then why do I waste my time and energy? I resisted the urge to send back a big FU, so I just didn't reply. I'm not going to answer the phone if he calls. I'm SO done. Done being devestated and playing mind games.
"Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." Robert Collier
"One's best success often comes after their greatest disappointments." Henry Ward Beecher
