You have grown beyond measure.

You will continue to bud into the beautiful person you are.

I believe if you continue to do what is right before God, you will be blessed.

In this MLC, we have to deal with so much pain. It comes in such different forms too.

The pain I am experiencing now is watching ex self-destruct into oblivion.

His anger is not so much at me anymore.

He is directing it at himself.

Don't get me wrong, he still blames me, but it is so obvious he is just trying to convince himself.

I am preparing the upstairs guest room for your visit.

Hurry up.....


Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11