No, Kevin, I haven't left. Just nothing has happened. He called yesterday at lunch wanting to ML and I gave in and went. It has been no contact from him since then. Nice, I know. He did mention that all of his friends were coming over for supper though. Didn't invite me or D4, so that says something in itself, I guess.
I know, I'm supposed to not be caring. Nothing he does should mean anything to me. So I have decided to stop the ML again. We'll see how long I last, I guess. I want to, to maintain some kind of closeness, but I am tired of feeling like it doesn't matter. I get in the bed and he can hardly wait to kiss me, but then, no contact afterwards for the rest of the day or next morning. Who knows when he will finally initiate contact.
Maybe it's all me. Touch is one of my love languages, so maybe I make too much of ML because of that. Interesting. Hmmm..
something to thing about.
Melissa
"Standing knee deep in a river and dying of thirst."
