Thank you, your comments are spot on. Dating will start when the time is right. For now, it's all about just enjoying life and finding my way.
Last night H sent a TM at midnight... saying he had left his phone at the office and that he would have loved to have my left over chicken, but wouldn't be eating home this weekend...and to please kiss the kids goodnight (at midnight!) and that he would see me this morning.
I didn't reply as I only noticed it this morning and I was going to see him anyway at the hockey.
We laughed and talked again...although I did try to make a point of not talking too much...he looked beat. Dead tired. I asked him if he would mind us getting together maybe once a month to discuss kids stuff, as it was often not good to tell him things infront of the kids on Thursday's. He said that would be great.
He's off to France next week for 'work' and ow ISN'T going with him !!!!! YAY !!!! I know, it's childish, ...but he would never let me join him on that weekend in Cannes as he used to say it was only 'work', well ow works for him, and apparently she isn't allowed to go either...Anyway, it made me giggle inside..doesn't mean I'm a bad person, I hope.
Anyway, been having a great day with the kids, they played hockey all morning in the sun and it was glorious ! After that D8 had a friend over and D10 is at a friend's house doing a project for school, she'll be home soon and we're having movie night, tonight ! YAY !
Tomorrow I hope the sun will shine again, and I'll take the kids for a walk...and do some spring cleaning at home !
Anyway, just wanted to say that I'm doing pretty well and feeling pretty happy !
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
